IC and time management

The hardest thing to me right now is time management. Either I hold my urine in and get things done then hurt really, really badly when I'm done with work for the day, or I go to the bathroom as needed and suffer mild to moderate spasm pains for up to an hour after each time, not ideal for a job setting. I can't even be productive with it in a home setting. Today I found sources for an up coming term paper, had to do a 40% water change to my aquarium, and had to clean the gerbil cage. This is just the stuff I do for *me*. Next there was towels and garbage cans. The Aquarium gave me a lot of trouble so it was 6 hours until I got to go to the bathroom. Thankfully there are heating pads here to help, but I wonder what I'd do at a job? This is why I'm hoping for part time hours. I did submit my resume to four places. Guess I'll keep my fingers crossed. There's no way I could survive the fast pace of a restaurant or anything involving walking/pelvic jostling. Not unless they want an employee in a wheelchair, but then they'd find some other reason to fire me for. Current news is nothing much. I did find a place that can batter fry shrimp in plain flour. It comes with the spice taste without the spice (or at least not enough to hurt me) and it feels like I'm dining at the world's most expensive restaurant. It's pretty great. Also I've decided to start getting my birth control pills from Planned Parenthood through their HOPE program, which means I don't have to get naked to get a pill just like people in all other first world countries who can get over-the-counter pills or just have to let a nurse check their blood pressure. While I know it's important, I've decided to follow Northern Europe's guidelines of every 3-5 years. It's a slow growing cancer. Most who die never had it checked, not that they were too late (unless there was symptoms). Not sure why the doctors here don't understand this or read the latest guidelines. Well, it's a weight off my back. Like all other ICers know, pelvic exams can really hurt not to mention my own personal sense of violation one once is done against my will due to coercion to get the pills I need to stop period flares. That's no relationship I'd put up with a man, and so that's no relationship I'll put up with a doctor. ..also.. was hoping to make some pocket change from this. But the certain affiliate I'm using hasn't so much as given me 10 cents since starting this blog. Page views should at least be worth something, right? The advertisements aren't even IC related half the time.

Apologies for lack of posting

Apologies for lack of posting. It's term paper time, so I'm preoccupied with freaking out, graduating, and finding a job that won't stress my bladder. I live in a small town where the only places willing to hire someone with no work experience is retail or fast food and walking jostles my bladder and isn't that great. I could get away with being a cashier maybe, but Wal-Mart eats peoples' souls. And that's about all we have in my tiny town. My brother is manager of the local home repair shop, so that's out of the question. Other than that is the dollar store and some clothing stores (I'm not a fan of clothing. In fact, I couldn't even tell you what size I wear). Radio Shack demands experience. I need to work a certain quarter per year to get disability, but there's just really no options here for me. The library isn't hiring though I put in an application anyway and the Newspaper office practically laughed at me. I could tell my the look on the receptionist's face that I had no chance. They weren't hiring at the moment anyway. I guess I'll need to search in surrounding areas.