Somehow, I'm doing fine! (And an interesting localr article in the paper on Pap smears)

It's late November and I'm still working with no fears. The weather dropped significantly earlier this week and I felt nothing. I really, really hope this means I'm done with this bout of IC.. I'd love to get out of retail, and it's the fear of not being able to work 8 hour shifts keeping me in part-time only positions. So far, so good!

Thanksgiving was kinda a letdown though. For obvious reasons. IC patients can't eat anything tasty (my own speculations..). A lot of my family don't want to bother with cooking something completely separate for me, so I just got some cheesy broccoli for my dinner.

Something interesting that did occur today, which I noticed at work, was an article in my local paper about birth control potentially becoming over the counter. The ACOG said that in their opinion birth control should be given over the counter. Is my fight finally over? Of course not. Doctors seem to take forever to get these memos.. and there were a few women defending the annual exams. One in particular enraged me enough to send my own letter to the editor. Basically, she worked for a gynecologist and said women would skip screening completely. Hm.. well.. I'm sorry ma'am, but we're adults and have the right to skip screenings that have nothing to do with the medication we're visiting to obtain. Of course, my letter was a lot more detailed and angrier than that. It read:

I had to throw my two cents in after reading Woods' response. There are many over-the-counter drugs patients shouldn't take if they have certain medical conditions and should consult a doctor prior, but the main retort I wanted to make was against the lines, "Plus, if you do not make them accountable for their annual exams by the pill prescription expiring, then you have another issue of missed Pap smears, thus more cervical cancer."

That's disgusting reasoning. It's okay to ransom birth control pills to make women go to exams? What about men and prostate exams? Should doctors withhold Viagra, high blood pressure medications, or anything of the like to "hold them accountable"? How about dentists? Should we hold other medications for ransom to make sure everyone gets their teeth checked? We're all adults here, please treat us like one and let us make our own informed decisions. A pap smear is unnecessary to obtain birth control, you are not told about the high incidence of abnormal results that resolve spontaneously, negative biopsies and colposcopies, and the pros and cons in general of this exam. Not to mention, on top of it all, the medication is withheld until a woman complies to the doctors demands. How is this informed consent?

As of March the ACOG also said annual Paps are unnecessary [http://www.acog.org/About%20ACOG/Announcements/New%20Cervical%20Cancer%20Screening%20Recommendations.aspx]. I for one would like to follow the guidelines and have one every 1 to 3 years based on my personal sexual history until I reach the age of 30 and then follow the recommendations for that age. Such decisions should take place through a discussion with your doctor about your own personal needs and medical history rather than a dictatorship that uses a one-size-fits-all approach. I've had college friends go without the pill due to their fear of the exam and end up pregnant. Women who have been abused in the past also may have great difficulty in going through with the exam, and many young teens opt to go without the pill due to their own fears of the exam. Friends in other states have never heard of the practice we have here of requiring a pelvic exam to get the pill and are shocked when I tell them about it.

Oh, and to finalize my viewpoint on this.. there are already ways around the annual exam while still obtaining the pill. Planned Parenthood runs a program called HOPE which provides the pill with no exam necessary. Likewise, just like with Viagra (and not recommended, but I'm throwing it out there anyway), the pill can be ordered legally from the internet with no hassle. I still see my doctor, but that is

Cold Fronts are Starting

Last week I had a bladder infection and now I'm in pain because the weather just dropped by twenty degrees. I have a 7 hour shift tomorrow and with someone on vacation I'm having a longer work week than normal but don't think I'll be able to hold up unless the weather steadies out. My workplace doesn't make accommodations for wheel chairs and walking turns very painful for me.

I'm already tempted to put in my two weeks notice, but then how am I going to live if I don't 'tough it out' so I'm not 'living on your dollar'?

If it is another infection then I'm screwed, as that would mean its now immune to yet another anti-biotic and I'm already allergic to all with sulfur in it. Last year it became immune to macrobid. I'm positive its the IC symptoms allowing the infection to return. All summer I didn't have a single problem and lived a normal life.

Working a job and trying to have a life with IC

Thing about chronic illnesses and support groups is that when a person starts to feel better they no longer visit the group/write about their illness, and so I haven't been updating much though I assure you I'm still around.

There are times during the day when I can't even feel my bladder, which is amazing for someone with IC. I'm not entering remission though. We had a 20 degree drop from high 90s to 70s after a storm and I hurt a lot.. meaning barometric pressure still will control my life. I still have no plan for winter but to save up as much as I can in the summer (which isn't going too well via credit card bills from last winter).

It is clear I can work during the summer. I haven't missed a day yet for any reason nor did I suffer needlessly at a job, my IC was handled by meds. Though sometimes I'm about to fall asleep at work due to meds, at least there is no suffering. I'll stick with it for as long as I can, but I must be honest with myself and fully consider the possibility of not making it all winter. There is something I can get to allow a large amount of days of excused absences via note from doctor... forgot what it was called, but saw it on the ICN. That could possibly help me get through the winter.. but my poor co-workers are already on a skeleton crew as it is. I'd hate to do that, unless they really wanted the hours, which I'd be more than happy to handover. It all comes back down to corporations not wanting to pay for overtime..affecting those of us who are sick and would like to keep the position through needed downtime due to disability.. A few of my workers kept mentioning they wanted more hours instead of being given bare minimum to keep them at part-time status and without benefits..but its cheaper just to add more part-time workers..